Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Pure Love Lyrics.

Next song I'm bout to do, check it out.

Beat:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nnhJoyAYsEo

Everything to me gift from the world
Angel send down to earth
Give every mans worth
Her devotion of my emotion replicates the ocean
Sunshine in my mind
Contemplating bout the times
Next few lines talk bout her eyes
Similar to sunrise
Revelation of her beauty brings jubilation
As we walk lines taking one step at a time
Too compassionate.....Hatred gotta get rid of it
Disguised in innocence pure love marvelousness
Pure true raw like flesh
Unconcluded, half done, half finished
It's you that im missing
Your heart is where I rest
Life and you is my analysis
Good good loving kiss.
Giving me that innocence
Worth any money you make cents
Your love exquisiteness perfection magnificence

Sunday, January 25, 2009

True Friends?

I only have few, I love what I got though, they always been there for me and comfort me and shit. I hate how people change around people, if you say I change its probably because you've change too, you've change in how other people around you. I've change because of you. Basically how life is, a cycle of problems. Fuck the true friends, I dont have friends at all but I have companions, allies, and acquaintances. Those who I could depend on. Those who I know that won't change, I wouldn't mind naming them either: Diana, Rydell, Marvin, Beejay, Mary, Jefferson, Markell, Bobby, Jennifer, Tim G, Jake, Berlin, and Teresa. True friends? Nah Family.

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Blinded by love.

Not gonna say any names but damn how the hell did I love, care, and trust you. Maybe from the first time we went out we had that first spark, but deep inside in my heart I did lovED you but I finally realize I was just blinded by love itself. I finally realize that you have the beauty but no personality. I finally realize that you were not the one for me. Playing games and all, messing with my heart and cheating on me and shit and after we broke up, I still loved you but not until now. Now that I realize your just a mild girl not a woman that I've expect to my expectations. Telling me you did this, you did that, you did that to him. Don't provide me information that I don't wanna know, but provide me maturity. Can't really be friends either because of your flirtatious self. I cannot deal with you anymore. I'm sorry.

Monday, January 19, 2009

Back in town.

Mann, hella boring in Seaside foreals...weekend was chill though at marv's house in salinas chillin. Smoke like a chop on saturday morning just to eat breakfast hahhaha. Then dinner too, same with sunday. But it was coool, I hope I move there someday. I only have little friends I trust over here in Seaside but in Salinas is a whole different story. Schools a stress. Lifes a stress period. Sall good powerpuff girls are on right now, a marathon too! haha. LATERS.

Saturday, January 17, 2009

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Another horrible day....I'll get back at you...

DAMNN.

Missed a day of posting =\, hellla blown right now. munchy time and then sleeep.

Thursday, January 15, 2009

Good days.

Finally a goood damn day! lol lets start from the beginning =].

Well I finally woke up on time, exactly 6:40. I took a shower until 7:00 and then got dressed up and everything and headed to schooool!

1st period: Subsitute that drinks and smokes weed, she's a fuckin G! hahaha. Ms Reid is tight, she was tipsy though from drinking that vodka hahahaha.

2nd period: Ditch that class and went to Ms. Reid again hahaha, it was tight though. Chilled with Jennifer, Jovan, and Isias. It was pretty chill.

3rd period: Again, went to Ms. Reid hahaha, chilled with deus, me and deus got scared because there were a lot of people in the classroom so we headed out to the bathroom and chilled there for a long ass time hahaha. Then we came back and there was only 5minutes left.

4th period: Chill class, I got my work done and all.

Lunch: Chilled with Jason, it was alright.

5th period: Boring, but no work at all just a movie so it was pretty chill. Went to sleep butI kept drooling and shit, haha hella bothered me.

6th period: Didn't really do anything but sit, chat with Bob and showed him some of my music.

Pretty goood day to me. =]

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

BROTHERHOOD BASKETBALL

A real inspirational show for realssss! I suggest you watch it on youtube if you interested in basketball. It inspires me to be better and how to love the game of basketball. It's not all about winning either but to have fun, brothers, and to be one. Can't really have a team with the other four. I love this show for reals. Inspires me to get better and maybe go to the NBA someday. I have to be dedicated though, and I'm kinda laggin on that but no fame no game as Chauncey Billups says and I like that motto....I suggest you watch the episodes on youtube if your really passionate about basketball. It dont take one, but it takes 5.....

"5IVE is a movement. A movement that believes, as one we are nothing but as 5IVE we are unstoppable. A movement that believes if we play as a team, Impossible Is Nothing."

episode 1:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DkGs7SPaDG0
episode 2:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5ACPg37f3ds
episode 3:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=llgeVnJ85lQ
episode 4:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MOogWAVLGiE
episode 5:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sjUZGJfJuMY
episode 6:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ByQ6H3kqq28
episode 7:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h4BZPZC_1K0
episode 8:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=496FrPW_wn8
episode 9:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AQzXeC1gXZs
episode 10:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=okg7bbkndYg
episode 11:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5bmumHk3bqM

Bad days.

WOWWWWWW........What a bad day.. lets start from the beginning lol.

Alright I woke up exactly 6:30 today as usual but I decided to sleep 5 more minutes, all of a sudden I woke up again and it was damn fucking 7:30 so I was like aww shieeet fuck it. So I too my time taking a shower tryna waste time so I don't have to go to 1st period because we have a test and I don't feel like taking it. Then left the house at 8:00. Got to school at exactly 8:26. RIGHT ON TIMMME! lol, 1st period just ended so went straight to 2nd period =].

2nd period: Was hellllaa gay, time went by so sloww and mr. smith talks to soooo much today it was so annoying and raven wasn't there today so I had no one to talk too =\.

3rd period: The teacher said I talk too much today and he sent me out of the class.

4th period: It was chill and went by fast as usual.

Lunch: Boring.

5th period: Step inside the class took my hat off, teacher told me if I bring a hat next week she'll take it, SHE"S A BITCH.

6th period: was chill, had a talk with my bro bobby about some situation he is in. It was pretty coool.

Hate bad days.........

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Alright Days.

Pretty chill day today, let's start from the beginning.

Well.....I woke up like exactly 6:30 in the morning to take a shower then got ready and all but fucking tieing some converses are fucking hard took me like 10 minutes lol. Well got to school, chill with some friends before the bell rang.

1st period/algebra 1: Went by so fast but I didn't learn shit lol.

2nd period/earth science: Time went by not so fast but not so slow, lol just right in the middle. Teacher was kinda pissing me off, and I flirted with this girl name Raven the whole time hahahaha. She coool though.

10min. break: Just chilled with the regular peeps, stu, julie ann, and aj.

3rd period/english support: Teacher was hella pissing me off but time went by fast, teacher was so talkative though.

4th period/health: Best class I have I'll say, coach av is cool and all but his making me play football and I don't want too hahaha.

Lunch: Chilled with aj, stu, and bob, boring ass lunch mannnn!

5th period/english: I hate this fucking class, mostly sleep and it kinda went by fast.

6th period/P.E.: End of the day! YESSS! lol, I didnt dress out because I don't wanna tie these damn converses again haha, so the teacher made me sit in the hot ass sun. But I didn't wanna play soccer and sweat like balls so I wasn't trippping bruh! lol.

Finally bell rang, went up the stairs as usual, chill with paul and deo. Then chilled on the stairs until 4, head home and went to monterey with my mom to get something. Slept in the car though and then she dropped me off my dads and here i am lol.

How my day goes everyday....PRETTTYYY BORING!

Monday, January 12, 2009

I live it, I walk it.

Theres these three kids. They all brag about there fathers being good and very religous to god. First kid says, "my father goes to church every day and he reads the bible everyday." Second kid goes, "my father goes to church every day too and he reads the bible too but not only that he reads me the bible!" Third kid's turn to brag, "my father doesn't read the bible....he doesn't even go to church at all," The look on the other kid's faces were in confusion, as they ask, "what does your father do then?" Third kid says, "my father lives it, walks it, talks it, loves it!
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Note:On the real, people don't have to read the bible to love god, or go to church every day. Just live it.

Sunday, January 11, 2009

Quote of the day.


"In my mind I am a blind man doing to time." -tupac

Poems.

Sick on a sunday, decided to write some poems. Show mad love please =].

"My heart is a broken mirror but still can reflect from the past, from all those memories back then."

"People are say to be different, but layers of there feelings are much more.
But within inside everyone is not so different."

"Smile as they say, because under a smile is a brighter day. Through thick and thin you make me smile from within. It's you that makes me smile =].


"Poetry is something you can express from inside, poetry is good and bad. Good because it lets you express yourself. Bad because sometimes expressing yourself can lead to emotions. But poetry is me."



to be continued....

Saturday, January 10, 2009

Friday, January 9, 2009

What a flower she is..


Skin soft like a petal on a flower,Her sweet scent of aroma flowing through my nose,As I'm feeling the texture of her soft silky hair as its shining,Reflecting like the sun reflecting the ocean waters,Picking petals off a flower,Saying if she loves me...Or she loves me not...

Thursday, January 8, 2009

Parent Dedication,

Have you ever wondered why you tell your parents you love them? You love them because they bring you happiness and what you want. But when your parents bring you down and make you sad or angry you hate them. Why is that? If you make them angry or sad they will still love you. Just stop for a moment and tell your parents you love them even if they make you angry and sad, some say cherish every moment before everything goes away and your parents are not gonna be here for long. Just stop and reminisce about all the times they have been through. They been there ever since you were born and they will always be with you in your heart. I love you Rovel and Anita Altre.....

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

Idols in the love of the game.



No doubt it's Michael Jordan. Greatest player ever to play the game. Monta Ellis is my idol now though mad love, his potential and struggle to be the greatest he is about to withstand. He is the greatest. Even though this year they suck he will be back next year stronger.


Tuesday, January 6, 2009

She took notes...

I don't know where you heard of me, I'm the man where I put where I'm suppose to be. I'ma say some deep shit and hopefully, you free your eyes to the problem that you refuse to see. We all think we know shit, but really we know shit. I believe everything was meant to be broken, like a broken heart from a broken relation. You can't let it go because all the special occasions? Seriously, don't play off the cakin. Your doing the obvious thats how so many people mistakin. The reality is there's gonna be dudes that will be hating, but it really dont matter that the girl is takin. She kept options, she had a back up. You think she didn't tooked notes from all the times you fucked up? It's not the girls fault because she ment to recieve them. But when your not there givin, you dont expect to leave'em.